Hello, I had my baby boy June 12th of this year. He was full of sunshine always so sweet. It still plays in my head over and over again of what happened on August 21st my husband woke me up to get my older kids ready for school when my husband yelled for me and said our baby wasn't breathing. My husband done CPR on him and nothing so we rushed to the ER and the whole way I held him in my arms doing CPR on him but nothing worked I knew deep down he was already gone but i didn't want to believe it. The doctors worked on him for an hour before they came out and said he didn't make it. I was heart broken I didn't know what to do he was 2 months old. I lost a part of me that day. Im still trying to cope with everything but honestly how do you cope with the loss of a child. The 2 months I had with him was the best 2 months of my life. He was so loved and still is. I miss him so much I want my sweet boy back so bad. My question is how does someone get through something like this.