Hello my name is Alicia 37 years old just moved to Maryland from Michigan.

Thanksgiving day 2021 I found out I was pregnant with my first baby it was a girl so excited and nervous at the same time . But everything was normal she was growing and looking well. Then on May 25th of 2022 I had my OB appt and I heard those words no one ever wants to hear “ there’s no heartbeat” that shattered my heart to pieces. I had to wait 2 days before I had a c section to take her out. I was in the hospital for 3 days before I got to go home. Worst part was planning the funeral and selecting the urn that her ashes would be put in. I was so down and depressed for a couple months it took a toll on my relationship he ended up breaking up with me that just added to the pain. Here it is all most a year later and I’m trying to get better not sure what to do anymore I’m so lost