I am so sorry for your loss. That's a pain no one who never experienced such would ever understand. Take your time to rebuild, grieve and mourn. If you so choose to have any more children, it'll never replace your babygirl, but if you can, take the time to do things in memory of her. I just started doing that with my son and it's been a little over a month since he was born sleeping. She's at peace and she'll always be with you no matter where you go. Hugs and positive vibes to you.