Loss of my baby girl .

I'm was 23 years old when I found out i was pregnant, that being last year February. I was in Campus almost completely it was mixed emotions for me . I was excited yet scared to be a mom. My boyfriend is the same age as me in the same campus. I had to go back home for the school holidays and we got separated . I dealt with the pregnancy mostly alone coz i never discussed it openly with my parents. During the long distance he had his life going on normal and some point stopped checking up on me. On October 31 i went to labor n had to have a c Section since the child had popped in the womb already as i was told by the doctors. I gave birth to my first born being a beautiful baby girl who was born with breathing problems. She later pasted on on November 1st at 1:10pm a day later . I went through the hardest time in my life seeing her struggle . I can still remember how beautiful she was and how determined she was to live. She really fought to stay until she couldn't no more. It's few months later i still can get over it. It hurts Soo much . I miss my baby girl. Wish I could do something to have her back. I don't know if it will ever get better but this pain is too much to bare. Especially today on mother's day

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  • I am so sorry for your loss. That's a pain no one who never experienced such would ever understand. Take your time to rebuild, grieve and mourn. If you so choose to have any more children, it'll never replace your babygirl, but if you can, take the time to do things in memory of her. I just started doing that with my son and it's been a little over a month since he was born sleeping. She's at peace and she'll always be with you no matter where you go. Hugs and positive vibes to you.